Thursday, March 5, 2009

the greatest let down

I was able to depend on my mom for everything when I was younger and I still hold on to her dependency.But for like the past 2 years she's let me down and I've lost all trust andfaith in her. I could ask days in advance for something and still will not recieve it. However my sister who has a job can ask for money and get it.. I'm tired of being left out I'm suppose to have a car by now I'm suppose to have a laptop buy now, I'm not suppose to be struggling right now... But I'm without what I need and I'm struggling terribly... I'm tired of begging and pleading and reminding my mom to do things. I'll send a text to remind her,call her hours or even minutes before and she'll still forget and she only forgets when it comes to me. I'm hurt by her and come to think about it I've always have been.

a dumb update but I needed to get that off my chest.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ugh!! I know how you feel about that whole thing. Trust me that's happened to me all my life. You'll never be left out in my life.
Ily bestfriiend.

-DAWNIIE B.

Anonymous said...

Well you know sometimes we can't even depend on others to help us, not even our fam...