..Tired

So, Im extremely tired and sick....My head is constantly hurting....

"If he ever left me, I wouldn't even be sad, no
Cause there's a blessing in every lesson
And I'm glad that I knew him at all" -India.Arie "The Truth"


Im grateful that i met tashia shes the best thing that has happened in my life for a while. but im tired already after four months, I promised i wouldnt leave and it gets harder and harder to leave but its gets much harder to stay..makes sense?
She called me today crying....everything I said to her she turned against me....so i got silent...cuz whats the use of talkin if everything i say doesnt even fucking matter... then she hung up in my face. like an idiot i called back to apologize for my shortcomings and again I get hung up on....i just dont know what to do anymore....

I would take the advice of the outside lookin in but they dont know the good she does for me cuz the bad weighs the good most of the time....

I dedicate "Why does she stay"-Ne-yo